Euphoric Life

Why do I have more confidence some weeks than others? Why is it that some weeks go so smoothly, almost fun where everything gels together seamlessly? This week has been off to a start like that. It's one of those weeks where I enjoy the projects thrown my way and feel inspired. It has been a week of laughter on top of being focused and or seems like everyone has a positive attitude. I love these weeks. I don't want it to stop and fear tomorrow will bring out a darker mood, thus ending the high.

Life is a trip. You work through things, whether it be projects or evaluations, designs or copy, putting all your focus into it until its done and then you ride the high of a completed job. You ride the high of satisfaction for a job well done until the next project hits your desk.

It's the same for personal connections. I don't know about you, but laughter is a natural high for me. It hits my core and I feed off of it, feeling closeness and happiness from silly jokes. I love a genuine smile that comes from a good joke or witty connection. I can't imagine life without laughter and joking and really hate days where humor is lacking.

I used to depend on chemicals to feel a sense of euphoria. I loved an untouchable sense of elevation and thrill from being loaded and didn't want the rush to stop. My rush is now humor and my work. My high is a sense of satisfaction that I did my job well. It is from laughter and silliness. It is from being myself and being comfortable in my skin. It is from good experiences and special moments. 

Life is so different now and I have grown so much. I will never regret who I was and where I came from since that is a big factor in who I am today. I am content that I have found a new sense of euphoria and have a life worth living that I totally freakin love!