Get Up...Get Out...Get A Life...

I really don't know what my deal is. I'm not depressed, not overly exhausted, definitely not feeling sick, yet the motivation to get off the couch, take a shower and go to the gym is just not there.

I have no problem going to the gym after work on the week days, but weekends are my struggle. I know I need to go and am completely unhappy with my weight, but I can't seem to motivate myself into action. 

I also can't decide what to do with my day. I am getting lunch with a friend which should be nice. But then what? I want to go to the beach considering it is supposed to be a scorcher. I also want to get coffee but have no one to get coffee with and don't want to sit there alone. I should go run errands but that's no fun. I have a whole day to myself pretty much every Saturday and I typically spend it debating what I should do and end up doing noting! So frustrating! 

I'm really not sure why motivation is one of my struggles right now. I used to be so driven and am not sure where that person went. I just need to suck it up, put one foot in front of the other and get my shit together!